" To actually appreciate the height of attainment, I may have to grapple with some really appalling state of affairs", is what my conscience has been commanding me for the past few days. And the act of self-degradation is not merely a outcome of my non-involvement in the technical nuances of my studies for a very long time(It's been two years since i have actually indulged in a course related book,albeit I would make an exception for some intermittent instances of some serious reading of doctoral papers), all the happenings surrounding me also have contributed to this strong nonchalance towards education.
So this duration is more imperative for me in understanding the variety (and peculiarity) in human retorts and behavior, and then trying to plot a common pattern of outcomes from people. The experience indeed is classic cliched mind boggling and does leave you impotent of any further understanding.But I do consider this self-affliction to be vital for me in trying to figure out about life to whatever extent that i can possibly manage.All this twisted thinking to eventually help me think straight.blah!
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